Missed programs

Not sure if I have the correct site. But I missed a couple of my Bold and Beautiful soap opera episodes and I'm trying to find where I can go to watch these episodes I missed. When we were with Direct TV and I missed a program I just went o Video on Demand and it would bring up past episodes. When I try to do it with Exfinity it takes me to CBS All Access and it wants to subscribe and pay monthly. I already pay $200+ a month. Can anyone help me please?