Currently stuck on short term dissabilty

Hi there i thought my october payment went through i have been dealing with medical issues out the rump and have been out of work a month short term dissabily is [Edited: “Profanity”] me i may not even be able to cover rent im trying to get back to work but my job hasnt approved my return yet i have been in such a dark mental state struggleing andmi was hoping theres a way you guys can work with me since this is the first time in years ive had a payment issue i really need some sort of win here ive had to resort to begging people to donate to my GoFundMe and nothing im terrifed ill lose everything so if theres anything we can do to eleveate this stress id apppreciate it and God bless